#1579

This is something about a few years ago, I was groomed by someone on Twitch. I found an Italian twitch streamer who seemed pretty nice. He played game name, which was a game I had also been playing for a while. I started chatting with the others in the chat, including the streamer, and I was generally having a good time with them. After the stream, I joined their discord server and began talking to them. The streamer also greeted me and then added me on discord. We started chatting in private, and he seemed pretty nice. I was 13 and he was 17 going 18 at the time. After a bit of talking, he asked me if I could ERP with him, and I agreed for some reason. Unfortunately, it became an habit for him to ERP with me. He would even want to ERP while I was crying and ranting to him, which was absolutely horrible (This is because it was a period when I was extremely depressed and fragile). He had a girlfriend, which was also disgusting, and she didn't really care about what he was doing with me. Once, he literally sent me a picture of his butt while he was in a skirt, even if I had asked him not to (he was doing an Astolfo cosplay). The people in his discord server soon became very toxic, as they all began hating me at some point, plus they encouraged his behavior with me. One time, he sent me a screenshot of his chat with his girlfriend where he asked her if she wanted to have a threesome with me and him (they were both 18 at this point, and I was 14). We also met up at Comicon, where I fortunately went to with my brother and his ex-girlfriend. Sometimes I feel like that if my brother wasn't there, he would've done something to me. I recently talked to him again, and fortunately I was the only one who he did this to. I still feel very alone, tho. I can't tell anyone about this because I lost all the chats with him, I have no proof to backup my words anymore. I can't even go to the police because it's something that happened too far back.