It was never your fault
Original Story
My story starts when I was around 5 or 6 and I began to be sexually abused by my brother who is 3 years older than me. This continued until I was around 11 or 12 when he finally "lost interest" in me. Still to this day, I wonder what made him stop, but nonetheless, I am grateful he did. I kept this a secret until this past year when I was 13 and my parents found out through a friend. My parents didn't seem affected and told me he "didn't know better" and was "just a boy being a boy". This enraged me and continues to, but I feel that there is nothing I can do. My experience with COSCA never felt worthy and everyone I told seemed to turn it down and belittled it. As I work through the trauma that was caused, my brother remains in the room next to me and without any punishment whatsoever. I hope to one day speak out against him,, but for now I just want to raise awareness around the subject because nobody should feel their story isn't important.